*... he finishes his tea, carefully setting the cup down.*
Honestly, you might be right. I might just be "marching to Fujiwara's script", no matter how much I've been trying to ignore it, ultimately.
I have a purpose-- but it's a purpose I'm not fond of at all. I don't want what's going to become associated with it, but others around me feel as though it's what I'll ultimately end up at.
And I try to think. I try to decide. Is there any way for me to really avoid it? I've attempted some methods to stave off what might be written there, but I worry at the same time... if I keep ignoring it, will someone else simply step up to the plate instead?
And sadly, it seems that answer is "yes", and it's someone I absolutely don't want to see do that.
But I guess the question for you, however, is what do you feel you should do, to not march to that script? If you had the power to decide anything, what would you be doing?
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Honestly, you might be right. I might just be "marching to Fujiwara's script", no matter how much I've been trying to ignore it, ultimately.
I have a purpose-- but it's a purpose I'm not fond of at all. I don't want what's going to become associated with it, but others around me feel as though it's what I'll ultimately end up at.
And I try to think. I try to decide. Is there any way for me to really avoid it? I've attempted some methods to stave off what might be written there, but I worry at the same time... if I keep ignoring it, will someone else simply step up to the plate instead?
And sadly, it seems that answer is "yes", and it's someone I absolutely don't want to see do that.
But I guess the question for you, however, is what do you feel you should do, to not march to that script? If you had the power to decide anything, what would you be doing?