Of course it is. Knowledge. Power. Especially of this sort-- it's always a risk when you step into it. Wanting the power to protect yourself and your loved ones isn't a terrible thing, after all, and desire is perfectly healthy.

But it's human nature to not understand where the point of "too far" is. There will always be something more, something beyond the scope of what you can currently see... and people will ultimately feel like they may have wasted an opportunity, by not pursuing it, even if it's "too far".

But I think you do deserve the strength to be able to step up and protect those close to you, regardless of whether it's following the "script".