[Dream & Event Post]
Mar. 19th, 2017 01:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danse_etoile
::Asuka in her dreams, finds herself at a table in a wide green garden. The table encircled by a low wall, the sun beaming down, birds tweeting, the grass blowing back and forth in the breeze.::
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Event
::It's late at night or early morning at Sakana, and you can find Asuka sitting out at the front entrance sipping coffee. Let's assume you haven't had the best rest either, and you run into her..::
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:22 pm (UTC)What about the jealousy towards Yubel.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:23 pm (UTC)...
::Sits there quietly, before looking down at the table. Drumming her fingers knowingly.::
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:24 pm (UTC)I... um... er...
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:25 pm (UTC)It eats at me that any time I'm in bed with my husband, I'm sharing my bed with not just him, but another woman. Or whatever they are.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:26 pm (UTC)Of course I am! It's weird and disquieting. I don't know how much of them is the Judai I know, and how much of them is... whatever Yubel is!
Who wouldn't be frustrated!?
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:28 pm (UTC)Or that fact I'm so weak these days I can't even stop my friend from making the worst decisions of her life because some insane dragon grafted its lunatic personality into her brain, turning her into a murderous psychopath!
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:28 pm (UTC)Or the fact my husband got impaled by a demon that his 'shield' that became one with him couldn't stop!? What is Ettoysleit and those Demons anyways!?
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:30 pm (UTC)And on top of it, that Akaba Reiji is using SAI, the foundation my husband worked his ass off, in some conspiracy I can't prove! Of course I'm angry! But what purpose does it serve me being an angry girl again! I'm just one person!
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:31 pm (UTC)One person who can never stop things when the chips need to be laid down and counted.
One person who can't stop Demons. Can't stop me or anyone else from being brainwashed.
Just a failure. All my work and I still can't do enough but give others support.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:32 pm (UTC)What do you do when you're not strong enough to protect anyone.
And all you are is "Normal".
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:33 pm (UTC)What am I supposed to do when being Normal isn't good enough.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:36 pm (UTC)... There's no magic answer is there. None for the Normal and Broken and Once Proud.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:37 pm (UTC)::Wakes up in the middle of the night, quietly getting out of bed, avoiding waking up her husband.::