... I'm not sure. I've. Been talking to. Maybe learning. From Noriko.
I guess. I wanted someone to talk to, that might understand this roaring sense of standing over a cliff. I want to talk to my husband about it, but it feels. Outside his wheelhouse.
Is this true. Has. Mmm.
::Placing a hand on the side of her face, grimacing.::
It's this uneasy. Uncanny feeling.
Of feeling like you. Me. We're marching to scripts, and I'd been warned about falling into Fujiwara's 'script'.
I wanted. I guess.
To talk to someone, but the 'students', I'm not sure I can trust them to not be bound to say something. And felt. Maybe. You might be able to talk. Or understand. Or something.
And yet I feel frustrated.
Helpless. I'm tired of feeling frustrated. Helpless. Small. In the face of so much startling change. For what it means for me, my husband. My daughter...
::Laying her head down on the table, staring into space.::
I'm in my 30s and yet I feel as helpless as a little girl.
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Date: 2023-07-08 05:44 pm (UTC)I guess. I wanted someone to talk to, that might understand this roaring sense of standing over a cliff. I want to talk to my husband about it, but it feels. Outside his wheelhouse.
Is this true. Has. Mmm.
::Placing a hand on the side of her face, grimacing.::
It's this uneasy. Uncanny feeling.
Of feeling like you. Me. We're marching to scripts, and I'd been warned about falling into Fujiwara's 'script'.
I wanted. I guess.
To talk to someone, but the 'students', I'm not sure I can trust them to not be bound to say something. And felt. Maybe. You might be able to talk. Or understand. Or something.
And yet I feel frustrated.
Helpless. I'm tired of feeling frustrated. Helpless. Small. In the face of so much startling change. For what it means for me, my husband. My daughter...
::Laying her head down on the table, staring into space.::
I'm in my 30s and yet I feel as helpless as a little girl.