[Dream & Event Post]
Mar. 19th, 2017 01:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
danse_etoile
::Asuka in her dreams, finds herself at a table in a wide green garden. The table encircled by a low wall, the sun beaming down, birds tweeting, the grass blowing back and forth in the breeze.::
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Event
::It's late at night or early morning at Sakana, and you can find Asuka sitting out at the front entrance sipping coffee. Let's assume you haven't had the best rest either, and you run into her..::
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Date: 2017-03-19 08:26 am (UTC)"I decided long ago to become someone who builds rather than breaks things down."
Give me a break.
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Date: 2017-03-19 08:27 am (UTC)It's the truth. When I became an adult, I put away childish things.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:24 pm (UTC)It's equally childish to pretend to be someone you're not so wholeheartedly you try and bury what you are.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:24 pm (UTC)And just what am I pretending to not to be.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:26 pm (UTC)Strong. Stronger. The strongest. Back at the Academy, you were the Pride of the Female Dorm.
You would never let your Duelist Pride fall to the way side so sharply.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:26 pm (UTC)I have Pride. In being a teacher.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:26 pm (UTC)Or is it you're scared.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:27 pm (UTC)What would I be scared of?
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:29 pm (UTC)You know what they are. Since I'm just you. Those lost months. The lost months thanks to Manjoume. Saiou. Something cut into you.
And your pride vanished.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:29 pm (UTC)Nothing happened during those months! Nothing!
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:30 pm (UTC)You don't know that. I don't know that, Tenjouin Asuka.
What happened in that missing time.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:31 pm (UTC)Nothing happened in that missing time. Nothing that matters.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:31 pm (UTC)Bullshit. Something happened and it gnaws at me.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:32 pm (UTC)Nothing happened while I was in the Society of Light.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:33 pm (UTC)Fine, let's be that way.
How about the fact I'm scared of Judai. And everyone else.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:33 pm (UTC)I am not scared of him or anyone else!
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:35 pm (UTC)I'm the only normal one. No Duel Spirit Sight. No 'voice of the cards'. No Ancient Souls or Magic or Fusion.
I'm small. An ant, among giants.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:40 pm (UTC)That doesn't matter.
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Date: 2017-03-19 04:43 pm (UTC)Like hell it doesn't. It eats at me. Just like the Society of Light and Leo Corp do. It all keeps chewing at me.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:22 pm (UTC)The past like that doesn't matter. None of this matters. What happened in the Society of Light doesn't matter. If something happened, it no longer matters today.
I'm not jealous or scared or anything by being surrounded by the supernatural.
And I'm not going to act like a stupid child over 'pride'.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:22 pm (UTC)What about the jealousy towards Yubel.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:23 pm (UTC)...
::Sits there quietly, before looking down at the table. Drumming her fingers knowingly.::
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:24 pm (UTC)I... um... er...
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:25 pm (UTC)It eats at me that any time I'm in bed with my husband, I'm sharing my bed with not just him, but another woman. Or whatever they are.
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Date: 2017-03-20 04:26 pm (UTC)Of course I am! It's weird and disquieting. I don't know how much of them is the Judai I know, and how much of them is... whatever Yubel is!
Who wouldn't be frustrated!?
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